…and we drink our
coffee and pretend
not to look at
each other.
I love this lol
My hair is messier than my life
Your absence made a hole in my heart and as time passes, it keeps growing. Drinking makes the edges raw. Another’s arms makes it blister. Ignoring my feelings makes it desolate. I don’t know how to slow its progress, so for now I’ll just have to accept my heart as wild, weather-beaten, and windswept.
i wasn’t hard to love. so fuck you for making me feel like i was when all i ever did for you was love you.
I no longer have the energy for meaningless friendships, forced interactions or unnecessary conversations. If we don’t vibrate on the same frequency there’s just no reason for us to waste our time. I’d rather have no one and wait for substance than to not feel someone and fake the funk.
This is how it has always been with me. Give me something good, I’ll destroy it. Love me, I’ll destroy you. I have never felt deserving of anything in my life.